This is more of a \"dear diary\" or \"note to self\" post; go read something else if that\'s not what you\'re looking for. It follows on from an earlier post, but isn\'t nearly as introspective, so don\'t look for any deep insights here. I probably wouldn\'t have posted this at all, but the words were flowing, and lately I\'ve been trying to take advantage of that whenever I can. So, don\'t say I didn\'t warn you... I was the one who would not abandon you; even in death I was the one who would n More