candles know and worn tires show exactly what it is that players dread it’s the loose thread, that when pulled unravels all my self-assured travels that have led me to this gavel pound of a confidence blowout my control, gutted out a confidence blowout i had it figured out i am in this ocean ripples of fear waves of doubt pools of shame i am in this lightning flashes of guilt peals of silence blinding pain i am in this avalanche icy sharp tongues a c More